第四十一                                                                                                             聊，为什么不聊？”                                                                                                             李澈坚定如斯，一如磐石般不转移。                                                                                                             我低头沉默，这个男人就是这点不好，犟的慌！一旦犟上去的时候，十头牛都拉不回来。                                                                                                             我并不算是很了解李澈，就像是今天下午靳骐说的那样，我从来都不曾了解过任何人，他，甚至李澈我从来不曾深入了解过。                                                                                                             或者，我从未了解过他们。                                                                                                             “那你想聊什么？”                                                                                                             我有种想要扶额的无力感。                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             李澈突然之间又坑不出声来了。                                                                                                             一会之后，他朝我招手，说话的声调也b刚刚的时候温柔的多了，好像火气已经散去了。                                                                                                             “凌墨你过来。”                                                                                                             这一下子从地狱上升到天堂，我还真的有点不大习惯，人不自觉地往着角落里面靠了靠，这个条件反sx的动作让李澈的脸se僵y上了几分。                                                                                                             “凌墨，你过来。”                                                                                                             李澈脸上挂着笑，也不知道是不是他想要努力做出和蔼可亲的笑容来，但是这种姿态一向不是他所擅长的，所以他这表情在我看来越发显得狰狞，在这种情况下我当然不会想要坐过去靠近是他一类的，我得为自己的生命安全保驾护航。                                                                                                             终于李澈放弃了他的“和蔼可亲”，也不等我摇头表示抗议了，他自己先挪动了尊驾，屈居在我所坐的单人沙发上。                                                                                                             原本这单人沙发一个人坐着的时候还觉得挺舒坦的，可李澈一坐上来之后，就觉得有点拥挤了，一拥挤之后，彼此之间的接触也就更加多了点。                                                                                                             再加上现在天气不算特别凉，身上衣服穿的不厚，很容易感受到彼此身上所散发出来的热气和温度，那种温暖，有点灼人。                                                                                                             李澈挤在我身边，大概他也发现了两个人坐在这么点位子实在太纠结了点，但是这对他g本就构不成什么影响，手臂一提，我就已经从窝在沙发上的模式演变成为坐到了他的大腿上。                                                                                                             这地理位置的转变实在太过突然，也幸亏是在家里面，要是在公交车上出现这种位子，指不定还会上十九楼上转悠一圈成为别人诟病的话柄呢！                                                                                                             人r靠垫其实并不算是特别的舒服，真的，还远不如之前一个人窝在沙发上来的舒服，我总觉得咯得慌，所以这种亲密的动作也不是我所擅长的，尤其是在对方的手扣着你的腰眼，只要一个用力就能勒si你。                                                                                                             “别动！”李澈轻掐了我腰上的r一把，示意我就安分地坐在他的腿上别乱动，“你的t重逐年上涨着呢！”                                                                                                             “行了吧，你就吹呗，你也没抱过我，哪知道我年年t重上涨来着！”                                                                                                             我嗤之以鼻，他这话说的也是在太不靠谱了点，太吹了，一听就知道是湖绿。                                                                                                             “不用抱，用目测就知道。”李澈捏着我的手，“几年前手指看上去还像是挺修长的，现在都已经r嘟嘟了的了，剁了剁了都能当猪蹄煮一锅了。”                                                                                                             不得不承认，相b较而言我的生活还算是安逸，安逸到现在，到处都是r，一掐一把，唯一能够让我感到欣慰的就剩下x围没有再涨上去这一点了吧。                                                                                                             听他现在这说话的口气像是火气已经下去了，果然这家伙是很y晴不定的，这火气来的快去的也快，不过也好，省得在还和我纠缠不清，吵架一类事情不是我所擅长的。                                                                                                             李澈整张脸贴在我的后背上，温热的呼x1让我觉得整个背部有点痒，特别的不适应。                                                                                                             “你收拾了行李箱，是打算跑哪里去？”                                                                                                             李澈闷声问着。                                                                                                             今晚上的反复无常，终于在这一刻得到了解答，原因就是出在这。                                                                                                             我叹气。                                                                                                             “回家呗，反正我还能跑哪里去。”                                                                                                             “好端端的，g嘛要回家？”                                                                                                             李澈的声音里头带了一点困惑，揽着我腰身的手微微收紧了些，这个动作对于还没有把晚餐消化的我来说压力很大，我拍了拍李澈的手臂，示意他如果不想勒si我的话，可以把爪子再收紧一点没关系，顶多明天同时上报纸而已。                                                                                                             李澈很明白我所要表达的意思，他的手微微松开了一些。                                                                                                             “有点事情。”我含糊其词，虽然不是什么大事，但是我却不想对李澈说。                                                                                                             “要我送你回去么？”                                                                                                             “不用吧，反正也近，你也没有那么有空不是！”                                                                                                             “……”李澈又沉默了一下，再响起的时候声音带了点冷然和还有无奈。                                                                                                             “阿墨，你的心真冷……”                                                                                                             李澈略微带了点指责的话像是一个武器，不利但是依旧刺的人有些闷疼。                                                                                                             “李澈，我问你，”我深x1了一口气，“在你心底是不是觉得我特么一个理想主义分子？”                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             李澈玩着我的手指，似乎在感受着我的手指到底是有多r感一样，间或十指相扣，间或他用大拇指和食指按压着我的手背，按着我的指关节。                                                                                                             “你先说说，你到底有多理想化吧！”李澈声音里面带了一点笑。                                                                                                             “你指哪个方面？”                                                                                                             我不耻下问，我对很多事情都带了点理想化，一下子要我说出来不给一个具t的方向，实在太过于笼统了，还是得指明一个方向。                                                                                                             “男人。”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             这下子沉默的人变成了我，唔，一个nv人和一个男人讨论关于“男人”的话题，的确有点……                                                                                                             “其实也没有怎么样吧，我没有指望着一定要在宝马车上哭泣也不要在自行车上潇洒，条件也不需要多好，有房有车最好，要真没有咱也不指望。按照我这种年纪，对方没有结过婚的最好，要是结过婚的最好没有小孩，要是有了小孩就别让我生小孩。能一起过到老就一起过着，要是不能一起过了，好聚好散……”                                                                                                             我顺口说着，这话说到后来腰上那赘r被李澈的爪子捏了一把之后底气明显不足。                                                                                                             “瞧你这条件低的……”李澈哼唧了两声，“只差没在脸上贴着‘来者不拒’几个字了。”                                                                                                             “年龄摆在那呢……”                                                                                                             我嘿嘿嘿地笑了几声，27的年纪摆在哪里，这本命年一过，从之前一年一次的问候到现在问候的b较勤快的，要是等到三十又不是事业有成的nv强人，估计就得乏人问津了。                                                                                                             “可不是，年纪摆在呢！”李澈声里头带了笑，“话说这nv人越靠近三十，越没身价。凌墨你再过这么一两年，你估计就不是‘来者不拒’而是‘清仓甩卖’了。”                                                                                                             “……”                                                                                                             我表示无话可说，这男人说辞实在太过犀利哥，我实在招架不住。                                                                                                             “你都知道自己年纪不小了，你还跟我矫情什么？”                                                                                                             李澈微微动作了一下，让我侧对着他刚好能够看到他的脸他的表情。                                                                                                             “这个年纪的nv人只剩下矫情了，你不知道么？总不能摆出一种像是饿了个把月见到喜洋洋的灰太狼那种如饥似渴的感觉吧！”                                                                                                             矫情啊，我也觉得特别矫情，都这把年纪了，一般x有人肯要，而且还是这么一种优质gu肯要，我居然还矫情地不要。                                                                                                             “给你点颜se你就得瑟了是吧？”李澈伸手捏着我的爪子，扣得紧紧的，“要是到了三十，我就不等你了。”                                                                                                             唔……                                                                                                             意思是，他还会再等我三年么？！                                                                                                             我突然很想问这么一句，但是的话到嘴边却又变成了，“怎么，到时候随便找个人解决终身了？”                                                                                                             我突然觉得有点心跳加快的感觉，很砰然。                                                                                                             好吧，我承认，这个闷sao的男人有时候还是挺有萌点的，没办法，这年头只要是个人身上都多少会有那么一两点的萌点，即便他是个渣男。                                                                                                             “你希望如此？”                                                                                                             李澈反问，语调森冷。                                                                                                             我起身。                                                                                                             “对了，今天靳骐来过了。”我突然想起，语气平淡地对着李澈说，现在的我在说起靳骐的时候已经能够平静许多了，不会觉得x口很闷，也不会觉得心情激动。                                                                                                             “哦。”                                                                                                             李澈应了一声，语气也很平淡。                                                                                                             这反应？！                                                                                                             “你不问问他对我说了点什么？”                                                                                                             我趴在沙发背上，看向李澈。                                                                                                             “你想说的时候自然会说的，”李澈摊手，云淡风轻，“就像是之前那样，只要你不想说不管我说什么都是于事无补的，那我又何必多此一举。”                                                                                                             唔，还真的是够了解我的，他就算是问了，或许我也不一定会回答。                                                                                                             李澈关电脑，关机的时候xp系统发出一声清响，同时响起的还有李澈的一句话。                                                                                                             “凌墨，我不会在一个地方等你太久，就算是迷g，也早晚会有一天找到正确的路走到出口的时候。nv人和男人不同，是有生理时钟的，你差不多该是从你给自己设定的迷g了里面走出来了，只要你愿意。”                                                                                                             没有人是谁的迷g，只在于你本身愿不愿意寻找到那一条正确的路然后走出来。                                                                                                             李澈伸手m了m我的头发，动作一如往常一样的轻柔。                                                                                                             第四十二章                                                                                                             我知道这个男人是在b我做出一个选择，没有人会一直在原地等待着谁，站的久了之后总是要挪一下窝的。                                                                                                             李澈想说的大概就是这样。                                                                                                             昨晚的睡眠质量不是很好，像是睡着了，却又像是没有睡着，醒来的时候感觉眼睛很g涩，特别的不舒服。                                                                                                             这种早起还真的不是我的专利，尤其在李澈都还没有起床上班的时候我居然就已经醒了。                                                                                                             看了一眼摆放在床头柜上的闹钟，时间尚早不过七点的光景，但是外头的天已经大亮，隐约已经见到yan光的光线，再过半小时左右大概就会yan光灿烂，直s这没拉好窗帘的屋里面了。                                                                                                             李澈侧着身子睡的很熟，看着他的睡颜我不得不承认，他长得也挺好看的，只是当年他和靳骐一起出现的时候，他的外形被更加出se的靳骐给压了下去，就像是一朵红玫瑰的旁边开了一朵小小的雏菊，只有有心才会注意得到。                                                                                                             他的皮肤白皙，从放在卫生间里流理台上的男士专用护理的东西来看，这个男人对于他那一张脸还是挺珍惜的。                                                                                                             李澈睡的很沉稳，呼x1绵长，一条手臂还被我当做枕头来使用。                                                                                                             早上从一个男人的怀抱里面醒来，欣赏着这个男人的睡颜，然后等着天大亮，看着他起床然后上班。                                                                                                             很居家过日子的生活，这种生活，伸手像是就能触m得到，但是能牢牢掌握在手里面么？                                                                                                             这样的生活……                                                                                                             我闭上眼，一晚上没睡好，眼睛酸涩不已，闭着养神，要是能睡着就更好。                                                                                                             赖了一会还是没有半点的睡意，原本还想着要不要起床算了，但是还没等我这条大船从床上拔出来，床头柜上的闹钟倒是先响了。                                                                                                             闹钟没有吵闹多久，只不过响了两声之后，他就已经微微动了动，伸手按掉了闹钟。                                                                                                             我已经假寐着，我一向b李澈晚起，这样b他先醒过来是第一次，刚刚他没醒我还没觉得那么难以面对，可是两个人清醒地面对面从一张床上醒来。                                                                                                             算了吧，这种事情我暂时还适应不了。                                                                                                             李澈慢慢悠悠地爬起了床，从那悉悉索索的声音里面我完全可以猜到他现在的动作一定是睡眼惺忪地抓着头发把头发r0u的像是一团**窝一样的乱。                                                                                                             李澈轻手轻脚地下了床。                                                                                                             我偷偷地眯出一条缝，无声地打量着李澈                                                                                                             他套上衬衫，扣上纽扣，然后套上西装k出了房间门，去了卫生间里头洗漱。                                                                                                             我在床上翻了一个身，虽然已经醒了，但是就是不想起床，而且现在这种情况下起床的话，他肯定是会知道我刚刚是在假寐。                                                                                                             多煎熬啊，ga0的和地道战似的。                                                                                                             外头有着声响传来，不知道李澈在那边ga0什么鬼，叮叮咚咚的不知道在ga0些什么。                                                                                                             一直折腾到了八点多之后，房间里头又响起了脚步声。                                                                                                             “装睡的差不多了吧，早餐我就摆放在餐桌上，起来吃了吧。”                                                                                                             唔？！                                                                                                             他早就知道我在装睡了？                                                                                                             我睁开眼看向李澈，他早就已经穿戴整齐，恩，很衣冠！                                                                                                             “你早就知道了？”                                                                                                             “我看到你睫毛在抖了，很明显是在装睡。”李澈脸上带了点笑意，“小时候谁没装睡过。”                                                                                                             果然，大家小时候都玩过这一手，真睡和假睡是在很明显，但是这一目了然我觉得我一点成就感都没有。                                                                                                             “我等会回家，你自己在外面吃了晚饭再回来吧，这下可没人手被你指使着去做晚饭了啊。”                                                                                                             我爬起来，抓了抓自己的头发，发现自打头发整成了卷发之后这打结的程度还真的是一次b一次高，梳理的时候也b往常要费劲。                                                                                                             “恩。”                                                                                                             李澈点了点头，从床头柜上拿了车钥匙。                                                                                                             “你自己注意一点吧！”他伸手拍了拍我的脸，然后出门了。                                                                                                             他的手掌温温的，温暖无b，久了就会让人萌生出一种贪恋。                                                                                                             房间门口传来“砰”的一声，证明李澈已经出门了。                                                                                                             我从床上爬出来，顶着一头**窝往着卫生间里面杀进去，刷牙洗脸。                                                                                                             有时候李澈这男人还是挺贤惠的，这一次煮的不是粥，而是三明治和牛n，当然三明治里面的料很简单，荷包蛋加了几片h瓜，还有se拉酱，吃上去口感b较清淡。                                                                                                             我还是更ai粥和咸菜一点，不过看在做饭的人不是自己的份上，也不能太过于挑剔。                                                                                                             吃过了早饭，我把厨房和房间都收拾了一下，然后拿了收拾好的行李箱。我在这的东西一向不多，摆在这的不过是两三身换洗的衣服，原本我就没有打算在这里长住的打算，仔细算算，其实我在这住了也不到一个星期，却觉得这一段时间像是过了几年那么久。                                                                                                             我其实是提前了几天回去的，虽然是我堂弟结婚，但是基本上那些个事情也不需要我帮忙，家里面的亲戚最远的也只是说会在婚礼的前一天到。                                                                                                             到家的时候在中午，去了家里面把东西放下之后我走了半小时的路到了爸妈的店里面，正好赶上店里清闲爸妈吃午饭的时间党。                                                                                                             “怎么的也不提前打一声电话过来，瞧瞧，都没给你准备什么好菜！”                                                                                                             老爸一边念叨着一边起身想要给我去盛饭。                                                                                                             “我自己来，您吃着！”                                                                                                             我蹦跳着自己行动，反正这店里面有哪一块地方是我不熟悉的，而且当nv儿的哪有让自己老爸动手的，多折煞人啊。                                                                                                             “瞧你那样，哪像是一个27岁的人啊！多大了还蹦蹦跳跳的？”老娘回首看我在那边盛饭，忍不住吐槽了两句。                                                                                                             “不像27岁多好啊，至少给人感觉我还年轻着呢！”我快速地把饭给盛了，还没等到坐回餐桌就已经开始扒饭吃了，家里面的饭都感觉特别好吃。                                                                                                             “你就不着急吧，你弟都b你先结婚，你还悠着，还记得b你弟大一岁的江滨吧，他再过两个月也结婚了，新娘都已经好几个月的肚子了……”                                                                                                             老娘自打进入更年期之后，那絮叨的功力又见上涨了一点，尤其这几年，絮叨的更加厉害了，而且是见缝就钻，敌退我进，敌逃我打贯彻的很彻底。                                                                                                             “妈……”我求饶，“难道你就指望着我被人ga0大肚子然后挺着一个肚子结婚么？”                                                                                                             虽然我不是特别保守份子，但是结婚也是人生大事，挺着一颗球那感觉得多郁闷啊。                                                                                                             老娘从鼻子里面重重地哼出一声：“我还宁可你大着肚子给我去结婚也b现在都找不到对象来的好。”                                                                                                             从老娘此刻t现出来的恨嫁心切，很明显啊很明显。                                                                                                             我朝老爸看了一眼，他的眼中也满是无奈之se，我低下了脑袋乖乖地吃自己的饭再也不敢吭声，就怕一个不小心再招惹来老娘的数落，但是老娘的数落已经算是轻的了，我几乎可以想象得到在我弟的婚礼上等待着我的肯定是b老娘的数落还要严苛的时代。                                                                                                             下午的时候基本上是店里面很清闲，所以老娘也就能更加清闲地磕着瓜子然后开始接着絮叨。                                                                                                             我不敢反抗，所以只能坐在一角听着，也不敢反驳。这种话题很老生常谈，基本上只要回去了我就能从自己老娘口中听到。                                                                                                             所以到后来的时候，我已经能够完全地左耳进右耳出了，等到老娘自己念叨够了之后就会停下来的。                                                                                                             我从茶壶里面倒了一杯水递给老娘，讨好无b。                                                                                                             “妈，你先喝点水！”                                                                                                             “别卖乖了！”老娘拿过水杯也不忘白我一眼，“我要的是nv婿茶。”                                                                                                             我吐舌。                                                                                                             “明年，反正三十岁之前一定让你喝到，这总行了吧？”我无奈至极，这种事情就算是急也没有用的啊。                                                                                                             我伸爪抱着老娘的肩膀，早几年没有这么撒娇了，现在这么大的年纪做这种事情还真的是有点不大自然。                                                                                                             自然地，老娘也受不了，抖了两抖。                                                                                                             “有事说事，别老腻上来！”老娘拍了拍我抱着她的手。                                                                                                             “妈，你说我回来怎么样？在这找一个工作，你说怎么样？”我问。                                                                                                             “那挺好的，早让你别一直留在杭州了，你早就应该回来了。重新找个工作，也好找对象，差不多一点就可以结婚了。”                                                                                                             老娘点头，然后反抱着我的手臂。                                                                                                             “那可是你说的啊，老妈，我告诉你说，我辞职了。”我嘻嘻笑着，吐实。                                                                                                             “……”老娘瞪我一眼，“你早就已经打算好了？”                                                                                                             也不算打算好吧，只是刚刚开始打算而已，节目都已经停摆了，停了这么一段时间之后我觉得也挺没有意思的，g脆就直接给了辞职信不g算了。                                                                                                             44                                                                                                             44、第四十三章 ...                                                                                                             丢出辞职信的时候其实也不是没有犹豫过的，毕竟在同一个岗位上做的久了总是会有感情在的，一点也不留恋也不是不可能的。                                                                                                             但是节目一直停摆的话，我也找不到那种想要工作下去的感觉。在辞职的时候节目总监还是有点意外的，甚至还挽留了许久，我是不清楚我的节目到底是受欢迎还是不受欢迎有没有给电台带来多少的利润，毕竟这么多年相处下来，还是有点感情基础的，当然的也指的也不是男nv之间的情感而是主顾之间的。                                                                                                             在总监挽留的时候我也曾想要反悔，辞职不就和逛街差不多那么一回事，等到兴致来的时候，很有冲劲，但是等到劲头一过之后，又会开始犹豫不决。                                                                                                             我也一样，犹豫了一会之后我还是坚定地交出了辞职信，姐累了，不玩了。                                                                                                             现在想想觉得自己是不是太过于冲动了点，这个年纪放弃一份那么清闲而又工资不错的工作，要知道现在外头的世道，只有找不到工作的人没有放弃工作的人，而且又不是快过年了，犯不着lu0辞。                                                                                                             后悔了，但是人生总有几件会让人后悔的事情才算是圆满。                                                                                                             老娘最后也没有说什么，只留下一句“随你，只要你高兴就好”的话，在她的观念里面，我已经是这么大的人了应该清楚自己到底在做些什么。                                                                                                             可我真的清楚自己在做些什么吗？                                                                                                             下午的时候店里头没有多少人，帮不上什么忙，所以爸妈也就让我回家休息去了，原本还以为自己会睡不着，但是没有想到却会睡的很香甜，一睡就直接到了晚上，还是被电话吵醒的。                                                                                                             我伸手m向枕头，从底下m出自己不停在响的手机，这个习惯其实并不大好，之前还被李澈说过早晚有一天我会被辐s到畸形。                                                                                                             看了一眼屏幕上显示的来电显示，我觉得还真是有够巧合，他电话过来我也正好想起他这个人。                                                                                                             窗户外头一片夜se，没有想到我这一觉睡的时间还真的够长的，看了一眼手机上显示的时间，按下通话键。                                                                                                             “有事？”                                                                                                             我问，这个时间点他应该在吃晚饭吧，怎么得是觉得屋子里面没有人给他做饭了，没有人可以随意使唤了觉得寂寞了？                                                                                                             “到家了？”                                                                                                             李澈的声音透过电话的时候听起来有点大提琴的醇厚，李澈的声音很好听，虽然不算是特别的低沉x感，但是却有一种别样的磁x。                                                                                                             “恩，还刚睡醒……”我应声，睡到全身骨头都和su了似的，特别的舒坦，“准备去吃晚饭。”                                                                                                             “日子过的挺不错的。”                                                                                                             李澈轻笑，从电话之中我能够听见汽车鸣笛的声音，证明现在的他还没有到家。                                                                                                             “唔，找我有事？”我问，和他哈拉了那么久，他还没有说到底是为了什么事情打电话过来的。                                                                                                             “恩，”李澈轻y了一声，“我想你了……”                                                                                                             李澈的尾音拉得长长的，带了点呢喃的语调，像是情人之间的情话，让习惯了他一贯毒舌的我还真的是有点不大适应，听的耳朵有点发烫。                                                                                                             他要是在这样下去，我还真的是有点招架不住了。                                                                                                             “你……我……”                                                                                                             我支吾着，找不到话来说。                                                                                                             “凌墨，还记得那个时候你为了一个冰欺凌而哭个不停的那家肯德基么？”李澈对于我的支吾很满意，声音里头的笑意更加浓郁了一点。                                                                                                             听到李澈这句问话的时候，我超级很想捂脸的，这都多少年前的尴尬事情了，他怎么还记得那么清楚，而且这男人居然还扒旧他居然还扒旧！                                                                                                             嗷嗷嗷的，太让人伤心了。                                                                                                             “我不记得了。”我梗着脖子开始装傻，“好像没有这种事情，我完全没有印象。”                                                                                                             那么丢脸的事情现在回忆起来我都替当时的自己觉得丢脸。                                                                                                             “好吧，”李澈也不坚持，不戳破我的谎言，“你现在来肯德基门口吧。”                                                                                                             “恩？”                                                                                                             我表示不解，我正打算梳洗一下之后去店里面蹭爸妈的晚饭，也不知道现在去还能不能蹭上那一顿，一会之后我才反应过来，“你该不会来我们镇上了吧？”                                                                                                             电话那头的李澈再度轻笑了两声，用笑声肯定了我的猜测。                                                                                                             我囧了一下。                                                                                                             “你在那等我。”                                                                                                             我叹了一口气，然后挂上电话，也懒得去换下自己身上这一身睡的很有三宅一生立t感的衣服，套上鞋子拿了自家房门钥匙就出了门。                                                                                                             等到我到肯德基那边的时候已经是十分钟之后了，镇上的人生活不像城市里面一样快，等到晚上的时候，除了商业街那边b较热闹，其他的地方还是b较清静的。                                                                                                             不过在镇上开发了旅游之后，晚上也b往常以前稍微热闹了一点，观光客还是挺喜欢夜游小镇，几个人租一条小木船，还能沿着镇上小镇溜达一圈。                                                                                                             我也没有花多少力气去寻找李澈，他的车子就停在肯德基附近，镇上很少停车格，基本上哪里能停车就能直接停了，反正也不会有人来开单子。                                                                                                             李澈很是清闲地坐在车子里头等着我的到来，和他一边听着音乐一边等着我的惬意相b，和在这深秋的夜晚还出了一身汗的我显得狼狈极了。                                                                                                             甚至，他的手上还拿了一个冰淇凌。                                                                                                             哦，这实在太刺激人了，为毛我就得一路用小跑着过来，他却是在这边吃冰淇凌，这待遇真差别！                                                                                                             “来，先擦擦汗。”李澈见我上车，从摆放在车上的纸巾盒里面ch0u了纸巾递给我，语调温和。                                                                                                             我接过纸巾，擦着额头上的汗水，突然想起某天夜里面这个男人说的，我还真的是逃得了和尚逃不了庙，当年被他尾随回家的确是一件很失策的事情。                                                                                                             真悲哀！                                                                                                             “吃么？”                                                                                                             李澈把手上的冰淇淋递给我，肯德基的冰淇淋这么多年下来也没有什么创意，依旧是那老模样，只是这一次我没有泪眼婆娑到看不清楚眼前的东西。                                                                                                             “还没吃过的，你不是喜欢冰淇淋的么。”李澈补上了一句。                                                                                                             我讷讷地从李澈手中接过冰淇淋，他买的似乎有点早，上面的n油有点化了，一口下去的时候，略有水分。                                                                                                             “你来g嘛？”                                                                                                             我咬着手上的冰淇淋，问这个不速之客。                                                                                                             “想来放个假，你们镇上不是也ga0了什么旅游项目么，所以来玩玩。”                                                                                                             李澈神se如常，只是眉宇之中多了一点疲惫。                                                                                                             玩你妹呀，有那么多玩的地方你哪里不去玩非得来这里，我在心底哀号一声，而且早不放假晚不放假的，非选在这个时间段放假。                                                                                                             “想住哪？需要我给你推荐点地方么？”                                                                                                             我问，虽然我常年不在家，但是对于镇上的娱乐措施还有住宿一类的地点还是清楚无b的，有几家还b较不错，应该能符合这个男人的标准。                                                                                                             “林淼淼说，你家有一个长年空着的房间，而且你对于朋友不都一向包吃包住包玩耍的么，怎么，这一次想例外？” “……”                                                                                                             我无言以对，林淼淼那家伙居然向李澈投诚，把我家的讯息提供的那么一清二楚，连长年空着的房间都招供了，忒不厚道了。                                                                                                             要是他真住进来，会家庭zb1an的=口=                                                                                                             正想着要怎么回答李澈的话，攥在手中的手机又响了起来，上面显示的电话号码是爸妈店里面的。                                                                                                             我接起，顺带做手势让李澈别开口讲话。                                                                                                             电话是老爸打过来的，无非就是问我醒了没有，晚上这饭留不留。                                                                                                             我应了几声，让老爸多准备了两道菜，理由有客来访。                                                                                                             挂上电话之后我抬眼看向李澈，“要不要到我家吃饭？”                                                                                                             从杭州到我家要一个多小时的车程，看李澈那疲惫的样子也不像是吃过晚饭的，我伸手指点路程，让李澈往着我家小饭馆方向开。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我们这样算不算是见家长？”                                                                                                             李澈一边开车，一边偏头问我。                                                                                                             ……                                                                                                             我沉默，我不想说话，我只是好心请这个男人吃顿晚饭而已，g本没有特别的意思，绝对不是他所说的那样。                                                                                                             “阿墨，我这豆芽可真不容易，那么多年，总算是见了光。”                                                                                                             李澈声音带了点调侃。                                                                                                             豆芽个妹啊，我还海带呢！                                                                                                             我自动屏蔽他所说的话，然后在转弯角的时候示意他转弯。                                                                                                             从肯德基到我家小饭馆并不算特别远，不过是两条街的路而已，开车就更加快了，不消两分钟。                                                                                                             车子在饭馆面前停下来的时候，我看到老妈正站在饭馆面前翘首以待。                                                                                                             尤其是在瞧见李澈从车上下来的时候，老妈眼睛一亮，我可以瞧见老娘的八卦之魂正在熊熊燃烧。                                                                                                             作者有话要说：好友的文